May 17

TPO2

TPO2 Conversation 1

Narrator
Listen to a conversation between a student and a professor.

Student
Uh, excuse me, Professor Thompson. I know your office hours are tomorrow, but I was wondering if you had a few minutes free now to discuss something.

Professor
Sure, John. What did you want to talk about?

Student
Well, I have some quick questions about how to write up the research project I did this semester—about climate variations.

Professor
Oh, yes. You were looking at variations in climate in the Grant City area, right? How far along have you gotten?

Student
I’ve got all my data, so I’m starting to summarize it now, preparing graphs and stuff.
But I’m just. . . I’m looking at it and I’m afraid that it’s not enough, but I’m not sure what else to put in the report.

Professor
I hear the same thing from every student. You know, you have to remember now that you’re the expert on what you’ve done. So, think about what you’d need to include if you were going to explain your research project to someone with general or casual knowledge about the subject, like . . . like your parents. That’s usually my rule of thumb: would my parents understand this?

Student OK. I get it.

Professor
I hope you can recognize by my saying that how much you do know about the subject.

Student
Right. I understand. I was wondering if I should also include the notes from the research journal you suggested I keep.

Professor
Yes, definitely. You should use them to indicate what your evolution in thought was through time.

So, just set up, you know, what was the purpose of what you were doing—to try to understand the climate variability of this area—and what you did, and what your approach was.

Student
OK. So, for example, I studied meteorological records; I looked at climate charts; I used different methods for analyzing the data, like certain statistical tests; and then
I discuss the results. Is that what you mean?

Professor
Yes, that’s right. You should include all of that. The statistical tests are especially important. And also be sure you include a good reference section where all your published and unpublished data came from, ‘cause you have a lot of unpublished climate data.

Student
Hmm . . . something just came into my mind and went out the other side.

Professor
That happens to me a lot, so I’ve come up with a pretty good memory management tool. I carry a little pad with me all the time and jot down questions or ideas that I don’t want to forget. For example, I went to the doctor with my daughter and her baby son last week and we knew we wouldn’t remember everything we wanted to ask the doctor, so we actually made a list of five things we wanted answers to.

Student
A notepad is a good idea. Since I’m so busy now at the end of the semester, I’m getting pretty forgetful these days. OK. I just remembered what I was trying to say before.

Professor
Good. I was hoping you’d come up with it.

Student
Yes. It ends up that I have data on more than just the immediate Grant City area, so I also included some regional data in the report. With everything else it should be a pretty good indicator of the climate in this part of the state.

Professor
Sounds good. I’d be happy to look over a draft version before you hand in the final copy, if you wish.

Student
Great. I’ll plan to get you a draft of the paper by next Friday. Thanks very much. Well, see ya.

Professor OK.

TPO2 Lecture 1 Philosophy

Narrator
Listen to part of a lecture in a philosophy class.

Professor
OK. Another ancient Greek philosopher we need to discuss is Aristotle—Aristotle’s ethical theory.
What Aristotle’s ethical theory is all about is this: he’s trying to show you how to be
happy—what true happiness is.
Now, why is he interested in human happiness? It’s not just because it’s something that all
people want to aim for. It’s more than that. But to get there we need to first make a very
important distinction. Let me introduce a couple of technical terms: extrinsic value and intrinsic value. To understand Aristotle’s interest in happiness, you need to understand this distinction. Some things we aim for and value, not for themselves but for what they bring about in addition
to themselves. If I value something as a means to something else, then it has what we will call “extrinsic value.” Other things we desire and hold to be valuable for themselves alone. If we
value something not as a means to something else, but for its own sake, let us say that it has “intrinsic value.” Exercise. There may be some people who value exercise for itself, but I don’t. I value exercise because if I exercise, I tend to stay healthier than I would if I didn’t. So
I desire to engage in exercise and I value exercise extrinsically . . . not for its own sake, but as a means to something beyond it. It brings me good health.
Health. Why do I value good health? Well, here it gets a little more complicated for me. Um, health is important for me because I can’t . . .do other things I want to do— play music, teach philosophy—if I’m ill. So health is important to me—has value to me—as a means to a productive life. But health is also important to me because I just kind of like to be healthy—it feels good. It’s pleasant to be healthy, unpleasant not to be. So to some degree I value health both for itself and
as a means to something else: productivity. It’s got extrinsic and intrinsic value for me. Then there’s some things that are just valued for themselves. I’m a musician, not a professional musician; I just play a musical instrument for fun. Why do I value playing music? Well, like most amateur musicians, I only play because, well, I just enjoy it. It’s something that’s an end in itself. Now, something else I value is teaching. Why? Well, it brings in a modest income, but I could make more money doing other things. I’d do it even if they didn’t pay me. I just enjoy teaching.
In that sense it’s an end to itself. But teaching’s not something that has intrinsic value for all people—and that’s true generally. Most things that are enjoyed in and of themselves vary from person to person.
Some people value teaching intrinsically, but others don’t. So how does all this relate to human happiness? Well, Aristotle asks: is there something that all human beings value . . . and value
only intrinsically, for its own sake and only for its own sake? If you could find such a thing, that would be the universal final good, or truly the ultimate purpose or goal for all human beings. Aristotle thought the answer was yes. What is it? Happiness. Everyone will agree, he argues, that happiness is the ultimate end to be valued for itself and really only for itself. For what other purpose is there in being happy? What does it yield? The attainment of happiness becomes the

ultimate or highest good for Aristotle.
The next question that Aristotle raises is: what is happiness? We all want it; we all desire it; we all seek it. It’s the goal we have in life. But what is it? How do we find it? Here he notes, with some frustration, people disagree. But he does give us a couple of criteria, or features, to keep in mind as we look for what true human happiness is. True human happiness should be, as he puts it, complete. Complete in that it’s all we require. Well, true human happiness . . . if you had that, what else do you need? Nothing. And, second, true happiness should be something that I can obtain on my own. I shouldn’t have to rely on other people for it. Many people value fame and seek fame. Fame for them becomes the goal. But, according to Aristotle, this won’t work either, because fame depends altogether too much on other people. I can’t get it on my own, without help from other people. In the end, Aristotle says that true happiness is the exercise of reason—a life of intellectual contemplation . . . of thinking. So let’s see how he comes to that.

TPO2 Lecture 2
Psychology
Narrator
Listen to part of a psychology lecture. The professor is discussing behaviorism.

Professor
Now, many people consider John Watson to be the founder of behaviorism. And like other behaviorists, he believed that psychologists should study only the behaviors they can observe
and measure. They’re not interested in mental processes. While a person could describe his thoughts, no one else can see or hear them to verify the accuracy of his report. But one thing you can observe is muscular habits. What Watson did was to observe muscular habits because he viewed them as a manifestation of thinking. One kind of habit that he studied are laryngeal habits. Watson thought laryngeal habits . . . you know, from larynx, in other words, related to the voice box . . . he thought those habits were an expression of thinking. He argued that for very young children, thinking is really talking out loud to oneself because they talk out loud even if they’re not trying to communicate with someone in particular. As the individual matures, that overt talking to oneself becomes covert talking to oneself, but thinking still shows up as a laryngeal habit. One of the bits of evidence that supports this is that when people are trying to solve a problem, they, um, typically have increased muscular activity in the throat region. That is, if you put electrodes on the throat and measure muscle potential—muscle activity—you discover that when people are thinking, like if they’re diligently trying to solve a problem, that there is muscular activity in the throat region.
So, Watson made the argument that problem solving, or thinking, can be defined as a set of behaviors—a set of responses—and in this case the response he observed was the throat activity. That’s what he means when he calls it a laryngeal habit. Now, as I am thinking about what I am going to be saying, my muscles in my throat are responding. So, thinking can be measured as muscle activity. Now, the motor theory . . . yes?

Student
Professor Blake, um, did he happen to look at people who sign? I mean deaf people?

Professor
Uh, he did indeed, um, and to jump ahead, what one finds in deaf individuals who use sign language when they’re given problems of various kinds, they have muscular changes in their hands when they are trying to solve a problem . . . muscle changes in the hand, just like the muscular changes going on in the throat region for speaking individuals. So, for Watson, thinking is identical with the activity of muscles. A related concept of thinking was developed by William James. It’s called ideomotor action.
Ideomotor action is an activity that occurs without our noticing it, without our being aware of it. I’ll give you one simple example. If you think of locations, there tends to be eye movement that occurs with your thinking about that location. In particular, from where we’re sitting, imagine that you’re asked to think of our university library. Well, if you close your eyes and think of the library, and if you’re sitting directly facing me, then according to this notion, your eyeballs will move slightly to the left, to your left, ‘cause the library’s in that general direction.

James and others said that this is an idea leading to a motor action, and that’s why it’s called “ideomotor action”—an idea leads to motor activity. If you wish to impress your friends and relatives, you can change this simple process into a magic trick. Ask people to do something such as I’ve just described: think of something on their left; think of something on their right. You get them to think about two things on either side with their eyes closed, and you watch their eyes very carefully. And if you do that, you’ll discover that you can see rather clearly the eye movement—that is, you can see the movement of the eyeballs. Now, then you say, think of

either one and I’ll tell which you’re thinking of.
OK. Well, Watson makes the assumption that muscular activity is equivalent to thinking. But given everything we’ve been talking about here, one has to ask: are there alternatives to this motor theory—this claim that muscular activities are equivalent to thinking? Is there anything else that might account for this change in muscular activity, other than saying that it is thinking? And the answer is clearly yes. Is there any way to answer the question definitively? I think the answer is no.

TPO 2 Lecture 3 Astronomy

Narrator
Listen to part of a lecture in an astronomy class. You will not need to remember the numbers the professor mentions.

Professor
OK. Let’s get going. Today I’m going to talk about how the asteroid belt was discovered. And . . . I’m going to start by writing some numbers on the board. Here they are:
We’ll start with zero, then 3, . . . 6, . . . 12. Uh, tell me what I’m doing.

Female student Multiplying by 2?

Professor
Right. I’m doubling the numbers, so 2 times 12 is 24, and the next one I’m going to write after 24 would be . . .

Female student 48.

Professor
48. Then 96. We’ll stop there for now. Uh, now I’ll write another row of numbers under that. Tell me what I’m doing. 4, 7, 10 . . . How am I getting this second row?

Male Student
Adding 4 to the numbers in the first row.

Professor
I’m adding 4 to each number in the first row to give you a second row. So the last two will be 52, 100, and now tell me what I’m doing.

Female Student Putting in a decimal?

Professor
Yes, I divided all those numbers by 10 by putting in a decimal point. Now I’m going to write the names of the planets under the numbers. Mercury . . . Venus. . . Earth. . . Mars. So, what do the numbers mean? Do you remember from the reading?

Male Student
Is it the distance of the planets from the Sun?

Professor
Right. In astronomical units—not perfect, but tantalizingly close. The value for Mars is off by . . . 6
or 7 percent or so. It’s . . . but it’s within 10 percent of the average distance to Mars from the Sun. But I kind of have to skip the one after Mars for now. Then Jupiter’s right there at 5-point something, and then Saturn is about 10 astronomical units from the Sun. Um, well, this pattern is known as Bode’s Law. Um, it isn’t really a scientific law, not in the sense of predicting gravitation mathematically or something, but it’s attempting a pattern in the spacing of the planets, and it
was noticed by Bode hundreds of years ago. Well, you can imagine that there was some interest
in why the 2.8 spot in the pattern was skipped, and um . . . but there wasn’t anything obvious there, in the early telescopes. Then what happened in the late 1700s? The discovery of . . . ?

Female Student Another planet?

Professor
The next planet out, Uranus—after Saturn. And look, Uranus fits in the next spot in the pattern pretty nicely, um, not perfectly, but close. And so then people got really excited about the validity of this thing and finding the missing object between Mars and Jupiter. And telescopes, remember, were getting better. So people went to work on finding objects that would be at that missing distance from the Sun, and then in 1801, the object Ceres was discovered.
And Ceres was in the right place—the missing spot. Uh, but it was way too faint to be a planet. It looked like a little star. Uh, and because of its starlike appearance, um, it was called an “asteroid.” OK? “Aster” is Greek for “star,” as in “astronomy.” Um, and so, Ceres was the first and is the largest of what became many objects discovered at that same distance. Not just one

thing, but all the objects found at that distance from the asteroid belt. So the asteroid belt is the most famous success of this Bode’s Law. That’s how the asteroid belt was discovered.

TPO 2 Lecture 4 Botany

Narrator
Listen to part of a lecture from a Botany class.

Professor
Hi, everyone. Good to see you all today. Actually, I expected the population to be a lot lower today. It typically runs between 50 and 60 percent on the day the research paper is due. Um, I was hoping to have your exams back today, but, uh, the situation was that I went away for the weekend, and I was supposed to get in yesterday at five, and I expected to fully complete all the exams by midnight or so, which is the time that I usually go to bed, but my flight was delayed, and I ended up not getting in until one o’clock in the morning. Anyway, I’ll do my best to have them finished by the next time we meet.
OK. In the last class, we started talking about useful plant fibers. In particular, we talked about cotton fibers, which we said were very useful, not only in the textile industry, but also in the chemical industry, and in the production of many products, such as plastics, paper, explosives, and so on. Today we’ll continue talking about useful fibers, and we’ll begin with a fiber that’s commonly known as “Manila hemp.” Now, for some strange reason, many people believe that Manila hemp is a hemp plant. But Manila hemp is not really hemp. It’s actually a member of the banana family— it even bears little banana-shaped fruits. The “Manila” part of the name makes sense, because Manila hemp is produced chiefly in the Philippine Islands and, of course, the capital city of the Philippines is Manila.
Now, as fibers go, Manila hemp fibers are very long. They can easily be several feet in length and they’re also very strong, very flexible. They have one more characteristic that’s very important, and that is that they are exceptionally resistant to salt water. And this combination of characteristics—long, strong, flexible, resistant to salt water—makes Manila hemp a great material for ropes, especially for ropes that are gonna be used on ocean-going ships. In fact, by the early 1940’s, even though steel cables were available, most ships in the United States Navy were not moored with steel cables; they were moored with Manila hemp ropes.
Now, why was that? Well, the main reason was that steel cables degrade very, very quickly in contact with salt water. If you’ve ever been to San Francisco, you know that the Golden Gate Bridge is red. And it’s red because of the zinc paint that goes on those stainless steel cables. That, if they start at one end of the bridge and they work to the other end, by the time they finish, it’s already time to go back and start painting the beginning of the bridge again, because the bridge was built with steel cables, and steel cables can’t take the salt air unless they’re treated
repeatedly with a zinc-based paint.
On the other hand, plant products like Manila hemp, you can drag through the ocean for weeks
on end. If you wanna tie your anchor to it and drop it right into the ocean, that’s no problem, because plant fibers can stand up for months, even years, in direct contact with salt water. OK.
So how do you take plant fibers that individually you could break with your hands and turn them into a rope that’s strong enough to moor a ship that weighs thousands of tons? Well, what you
do is you extract these long fibers from the Manila hemp plant, and then you take several of
these fibers, and you group them into a bundle, because by grouping the fibers you greatly

increase their breaking strength—that bundle of fibers is much stronger than any of the individual fibers that compose it. And then you take that bundle of fibers and you twist it a little bit, because by twisting it, you increase its breaking strength even more. And then you take several of these little bundles, and you group and twist them into bigger bundles, which you then group and twist into even bigger bundles, and so on, until eventually, you end up with a very, very strong rope.

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May 17

Pesky Primate Plans Projectile Pitches

If you’ve ever spent time watching chimps at the zoo, you’ve probably wondered: what are they thinking? Well, the answer might be simple: could be they’re fixin’ to hurl a rock at your head.

One chimp in Sweden actually hides stones and other potential projectiles, and then acts casual before chucking them at visitors—behavior that suggests an unprecedented degree of primate planning and deception. His duplicity is described in the journal Public Library of Science ONE. [Mathias Osvath and Elin Karvonen.

The chimp, named Santino, had long been known to fling things at annoying onlookers. For years he’s calmly gathered stones and chunks of concrete, stacking them in piles, which he visits when some human particularly irks him.

But lately Santino has gotten more cunning. For one, he’s taken to concealing his arsenal beneath little heaps of hay that he carries out from his enclosure. And his attacks are also more stealthy. Santino used to pitch a fit before pitching a stone. But now he acts all nonchalant, even thoughtfully munching an apple before letting the missiles fly.

The researchers say the data show that chimps are capable of social planning and deception. Unless, of course, that’s just what the chimps want us to think.

—Karen Hopkin

[The above text is a transcript of this podcast]

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May 16

TPO1 listening part scripts 【SSS】

TPO-1

Conversation 1

 

Narrator

Listen to part of a conversation between a student and a librarian.

 

Student

Hi, um…, I really hope you can help me.

 

Librarian

That’s why I’m here. What can I do for you?

 

Student

I’m supposed to do a literature review for my psychology course, but um… having a hard time

finding articles. I don’t even know where to start looking.

 

Librarian

You said this is for your psychology course, right? So your focus is on …

 

Student

Dream Interpretation.

 

Librarian

Well, you have a focus, so that’s already a good start. Hmmm… well, there’re a few things… oh

wait… have you checked to see if your professor put any material for you to look at on reserve?

 

Student

Aha, that’s one thing I did know to do. I just copied an article, but I still need three more on my

topic from three different journals.

 

Librarian

Let’s get you going on looking for those then. We have printed versions of twenty psychology

journals in the Reference Section. These are the ones published within the last year. Then I think

about it… there’s a journal named Sleep and Dream.

 

Student

Oh, yeah, the article I just copied is from that journal, so I’ve got to look at other sources.

 

Librarian

Ok, actually, most of our materials are available electronically now. You can access psychology

databases or electronic journals and articles through the library’s computers, and if you want to

search by title with the word ‘dream’ for example, just type it in and all the articles with ‘dream’

in the title will come up on the screen.

 

Student

Cool, that’s great! Too bad I cannot do this from home.

 

Librarian

But you can. All of the library’s databases and electronic sources can be accessed through any

computer connected to the university network.

 

Student

Really?! I can’t believe I didn’t know that. It still sounds like it’s going to take a while though, you

know, going through all of that information, all of those sources.

 

Librarian

Maybe, but you already narrow your search down to articles on Dream Interpretation, so it

shouldn’t be too bad. And you probably notice that there’s an abstract or summary at the top of

the first page of the article you copied. When you go into the databases and electronic sources,

you have the option to display the abstracts on the computer screen, skimming those to decide

whether or not you want to read the whole article should cut down some time.

 

Student

Right, abstracts! They’ll definitely make the project more durable. I guess I should try out the

electronic search while I’m still here then, you know, just in case.

 

Librarian

Sure, er… that computer’s free over there, and I’ll be here till five this afternoon.

 

Student

Thanks, I feel a lot better about this assignment now.

 


TPO 1 Lecture 1

Contemporary art

Narrator

Listen to part of a lecture in a contemporary art class.

 

Professor

Ok, I’m going to begin this lecture by giving you your next assignment. Remember I said that at

some point during this semester I wanted you to attend an exhibit at the Fairy Street Gallery and

then write about it? Well, the exhibit that I want you to attend is coming up. It’s already started

in fact, but it’ll be at the gallery for the next month, which should give you plenty of time to

complete this assignment.

 

The name of the artist exhibiting there is Rose Frantzen. Frantzen’s work may be unfamiliar to

you since she’s a relatively young artist. But she’s got a very unusual style, compared to some of

the artists we’ve looked at this term. But anyway, Frantzen’s style is what she herself calls

Realistic Impressionism. So you’ve probably studied both of these movements separately,

separate movements, Realism and Impressionism, in some of your art history courses. So who

can just sum these up?

 

Student

Well, Impressionism started in the late 19th century. Um…the basic impressionist style was very

different from earlier styles. It didn’t depict scenes or models exactly as they looked. Um…

Impressionist painters tended to apply paint really thickly, and in big brushstrokes, so the texture

of the canvas was rough.

 

Professor

Good. What else? What were the subjects?

 

Student

Well, a lot of impressionist artists painted everyday scenes, like people on the streets and in

cafes, lots of nature scenes, especially landscapes.

 

Professor

Good. So when you go to the exhibit, I really want you to take a close look at a certain painting.

It’s a farm scene. And you will see it right as you enter the gallery. The reason I think this painting

is so important is that it stresses the impressionist aspect of Frantzen’s style. It’s an outdoor

scene, an everyday scene. It’s kind of bleak, which you can really see those broad brushstrokes

and the blurry lines. The colors aren’t quite realistic. The sky is kind of, well, in a natural… pinkish

yellow. And the fence in the foreground is blue, but somehow the overall scene gives an

impression of a cold, bleak, winter day on a farm. So that’s the impressionist side of her work.

Oh, and speaking about farms, that reminds me. One interesting thing I read about Franzten is

that when she first moved back to Iowa after living abroad, she often visited this place in her

town called the Sales Barn. And the Sales Barn, it was basically this place where the local farmers

bought and sold their cattle, their farm animals. And the reason Frantzen went there, and she

later on would visit other places like dance halls, was to observe people and the ways that they

moved. She really found that this helped her work—that it gave her an understanding of body

movements and actions, how humans move, and stand still, what their postures were like, too.

So, what about Realism? What are the elements of Realism we should be looking for in

Frantzen’s work?

 

Student

Um… real honest depictions of subject matter, pretty unidealized stuff, and pretty everyday

subject matter, too.

 

Professor

Good. One other painting I really want you to look at is of a young woman surrounded by

pumpkins. You will notice that the woman’s face is so realistic looking that it’s almost like a

photograph. The woman’s nose is a little less than perfect and her hair is kind of messed up. This

is realism. But then, the background of the painting, this woman with the pumpkins is wrapped

in a blanket of broad thick brushstrokes, and, it’s all kinds of zigzagging brushstrokes and lines,

kind of chaotic almost when you look at it close. And there are vibrant colors. There’s lots of

orange, with little hints of an electric blue peeking out.

I find Frantzen to be a very accessible artist. I mean, some artists, to appreciate them, you have

to know their life story. But here’s a little bit about Rose Frantzen’s life anyway. She attended art

school, but was told by one of her instructors that she was not good at illustration, that she

should go into advertising instead. So she took advertising classes and fine arts classes too, until

she was convinced by the head of an advertising agency that her work was really good, that she

could be an artist. But of course, it’s not as easy as that, and so Frantzen had to paint other

people’s portraits at places like art fairs just to make money to buy paint for her more series of

art work. No matter what, she never stopped painting. And now, Frantzen is doing extremely

well. And her work is being shown all over the country. So I think most of us would be

discouraged if we had to face challenges and difficulties like that. But what’s important is that

you keep at it that you don’t give up. That’s what is really important to remember.

 

TPO 1 Lecture2

Geology

 

Narrator

Listen to part of a lecture in a geology class.

 

Professor

Ok, let’s get started. Great. Today I want to talk about a way in which we are able to determine

how old a piece of land, or some other geologic feature is – dating techniques. I’m going to talk

about a particular dating technique. Why? Good dating is a key to good analysis. In other words,

if you want to know how a land formation was formed, the first thing you probably want to know

is how old it is. It’s fundamental.

Um… Take the Grand Canyon for instance. Now, we geologists thought we had a pretty good

idea of how the Grand Canyon in the southwestern United States was formed. We knew that it

was formed from sandstone that solidified somewhere between 150 and 300 million years ago.

Before it solidified, it was just regular sand. Essentially it was part of a vast desert. And until just

recently, most of us thought the sand had come from an ancient mountain range fairly close by

that flattened out over time. That’s been the conventional wisdom among geologists for quite

some time. But now we’ve learned something different, and quite surprising, using a technique

called Uranium-Lead Dating.

I should say that Uranium-Lead Dating has been around for quite a while. But there have been

some recent refinements. I will get into this in a minute. Anyway, Uranium-Lead Dating has

produced some surprises. Two geologists discovered that about half of the sand from the Grand

Canyon was actually once part of the Appalachian Mountains. That’s really eye-opening news,

since the Appalachian Mountain Range is, of course, thousands of kilometers to the east of the

Grand Canyon. Sounds pretty unbelievable, right?

Of course, the obvious question is how did that sand end up so far west? The theory is that huge

rivers and wind carried the sand west where it mixed in with the sand that was already there.

Well, this was a pretty revolutionary finding. Um… and it was basically because of Uranium-Lead

Dating. Why? Well, as everyone in this class should know, we usually look at the grain type

within sandstone, meaning the actual particles in the sandstone, to determine where it came

from. You can do other things too, like look at the wind or water that brought the grains to their

location and figure out which way it was flowing. But that’s only useful up to a point, and that’s

not what these two geologists did.

Uranium-Lead Dating allowed them to go about it in an entirely different way. What they did was:

they looked at the grains of Zircon in the sandstone. Zircon is a material that contains radioactive

Uranium, which makes it very useful for dating purposes. Zircon starts off as molten magma, the

hot larva from volcanoes. This magma then crystallizes. And when Zircon crystallizes, the

Uranium inside it begins to change into Lead. So if you measure the amount of Lead in the Zircon

grain, you can figure out when the grain was formed. After that, you can determine the age of

Zircon from different mountain ranges. Once you do that, you can compare the age of the Zircon

in the sandstone in your sample to the age of the Zircon in the mountains. If the age of the Zircon

matches the age of one of the mountain ranges, then it means the sandstone actually used to be

part of that particular mountain range. Is everybody with me on that? Good.

So, in this case, Uranium-Lead Dating was used to establish that half of the sandstone in the

samples was formed at the same time the granite in the Appalachian Mountains was formed. So

because of this, this new way of doing Uranium-Lead Dating, we’ve been able to determine that

one of our major assumptions about the Grand Canyon was wrong.

Like I said before, Uranium-Lead Dating has been with us for a while. But, um… until recently, in

order to do it, you really had to study many individual grains. And it took a long time before you

got results. It just wasn’t very efficient. And it wasn’t very accurate. But technical advances have

cut down on the number of grains you have to study, so you get your results faster. So I’ll predict

that Uranium-Lead Dating is going to become an increasingly popular dating method.

There are a few pretty exciting possibilities for Uranium-Lead Dating. Here is one that comes to

mind. You know the theory that earth’s continents were once joined together and only split

apart relatively recently? Well, with Uranium-Lead Dating, we could prove that more conclusively.

If they show evidence of once having been joined, that could really tell us a lot about the early

history of the planet’s geology.

 

TPO 1

Conversation 2

 

Narrator

Listen to part of a conversation between a student and his professor.

 

Professor

Hi Mathew, I’m glad you can come in today. You’ve been observing Mr. Grable’s third-grade class

for your approaches to education paper, right?

 

Student

Hmmm, yes. I go over the Johnson Elementary School, you know, to watch Mr. Grable teach the

children in class. It’s been amazing, I mean, I’m just learning so much from just watching him. I’m

so glad the classroom observations are a requirement for the education program. I mean it’s like

the best thing ever to prepare you to be a good teacher.

 

Professor

Well, I’m glad to see you feel that way, Mathew. You know, that’s the goal. So, I’ve been reading

over your observation notes and I’m quite interested in what’s going on, in particular what’s the

astronomy unit he’s been teaching.

 

Student

The astronomy unit?

 

Professor

It seems that Mr. Grable has mastered the interdisciplinary approach to teaching — the way

we’ve been talking about in class.

 

Student

Oh! OK, yeah, so like when he was teaching them astronomy, he didn’t just teach them the

names of the planets, he used it as a way to teach mythology.

 

Professor

Really! So, how did he do that?

 

Student

Well, some of the students could already name the planets, but they didn’t know that the names

had any meaning — the stories behind them.

 

Professor

So, he…

 

Student

He introduced Greek and Roman mythology as a way of explaining. Like, you know, how like

Jupiter’s the biggest planet, right, and how Jupiter was the name of the king of the gods in

Roman mythology, right? So since Jupiter, the planet, is the largest planet in our solar system, it’s

like the king of the planets, like Jupiter was the king of all the gods.

 

Professor

Oh, Mathew, that’s a great example.

 

Student

Yeah! And each student chose a planet and then did research on it to write a report and make a

presentation. They went to the library to do the research, then they made presentations about

the planet they chose.

 

Professor

So, in one science unit, in which the focus was astronomy, the students also learned about the

literature of Greek and Roman mythology, used research skills in the library, wrote a report and

practiced their oral presentation skills.

 

Student

Exactly! He used this one topic to teach third-grades all that stuff — how to use the books in the

library, to write reports, and even how to speak in public. Plus they had a great time doing it.

 

Professor

You know, Mathew, this is just what we’ve been talking about in our class. I’m sure everyone can

learn something from your experience. You know, Mathew, I’d love for you to talk about this

astronomy unit in class on Wednesday.

 

Student

Really?! Hmmm… ‘cause I don’t really think I’ll have any time to write my paper by then.

 

Professor

Oh, you won’t need to write anything new just yet. For Wednesday, use your class observation

notes and explain the things we’ve discussed today.

 

 

Student

Ok, that sounds all right.

 

TPO 1 Lecture 3

Archeology

 

Narrator

Listen to part of a lecture in an archeology class.

 

Professor

OK, we’ve been talking about early agriculture in the near east. So let’s concentrate on one site

and see what we can learn from it. Let’s look at Catalhoyuk. Ah… I’d better write that down.

Catalhoyuk, that’s about as close as we get in English. It’s Turkish, really. The sites in modern day

Turkey, and who knows what the original inhabitants called it. Anyway, uh…Catalhoyuk wasn’t

the first agricultural settlement in the near east, but it was pretty early, settled about 9000 years

ago in the Neolithic period. And … umm… the settlement…ah…town really, lasted about a

thousand years and grew to a size of about eight or ten thousand people. That certainly makes it

one of the largest towns in the world at that time.

One of the things that make the settlement of this size impressive is the time period. It’s the

Neolithic, remember, the late Stone Age. So the people that lived there had only stone tools, no

metals. So everything they accomplished, like building this town, they did with just stone, plus

wood, bricks, that sort of thing. But you got to remember that it wasn’t just any stone they had,

they had obsidian. And umm… obsidian is a black, volcanic, well, almost like glass. It flakes very

nicely into really sharp points. The sharpest tools of the entire Stone Age were made of obsidian.

And urrr… the people of Catalhoyuk got theirs from further inland, from central Turkey, traded

for it, probably.

Anyway, what I wanna focus on is the way the town was built. The houses are all rectangular,

one storey made of sun dried bricks. But what’s really interesting is that there are no spaces

between them, no streets in other words, and so generally no doors on the houses either. People

walked around on the roofs and entered the house through a hatchway on the roof, down a

wooden ladder. You can still see the diagonal marks of the ladders in the plaster on the inside

walls. Once you were in the house, there would be one main room and a couple of small rooms

for storage. The main room had the hearths, for cooking and for heat. It would’ve been pretty

cold during the winters. And it also looks like they made their tools near the fire. There tends to

be a lot of obsidian flakes and chips in the hearth ashes, but no chimney. The smoke just went

out the same hatchway that people used for going in and out themselves. So there would have

been an open fire inside the house with only one hole in the roof to let the smoke out. You and I

would have found it a bit too smoky in there. You can see on the walls, which they plastered and

decorated with paintings. They ended up with a layer of black soot on them, and so did people’s

lungs. The bones found in the graves show a layer of soot on the inside of the ribs.

And that’s another unusual feature of Catalhoyuk, the burial sites. The graves have all been

found under the houses, right under the floors. And it maybe this burial custom that explains

why the houses were packed in so tightly without streets. I mean, you might think it was for

protection or something, but there has been no evidence found yet of any violent attack that

would indicate that kind of danger. It maybe they wanted to live as near as possible to their

ancestors’ graves and be buried near them themselves. But it makes a good point.

Based on excavations, we can know the layout of the houses and the location of the graves, but

we’re only guessing when we tried to say why they did it that way. That’s the way it is with

archeology. You are dealing with the physical remains that people left behind. We have no sure

access to what they thought and how they felt about things. I mean it’s interesting to speculate.

And the physical artifacts can give us clues, but there is a lot we can’t really know. So, for

instance, their art. They painted on the plastered walls and usually they painted hunting scenes

with wild animals in them. Now they did hunt and they also raised cereal crops and kept sheep,

but we don’t know why so many of the paintings are of hunting scenes. Was it supposed to have

religious or magical significance? That’s the kind of thing we can only guess at based on clues.

And hopefully, further excavation of Catalhoyuk will yield more clues. But we’ll probably never

know for sure.

 


TPO 1 Lecture 4

Biology

 

Narrator

Listen to part of a lecture in a biology class.

 

Professor

For today’s discussion, we’ll review the case study on how some animals have behaviorally

adapted to their environments. Now you had to read about two animal species, the Eastern

marmot and the Olympic marmot. Marmots are rodents. They are large ground squirrels, about

the size of an average house cat. And they live in a variety of habitats. And even though they

spend the significant portion of the year hibernating, according to this case study, marmots are

still considered excellent subjects for animal behavioral studies. Why is that?

 

Student

Well, when they are not hibernating, you can find them in open areas. And they are pretty active

during the day, which makes them easy to observe, right?

 

Professor

Uh-ha, so first let’s discuss the Eastern marmots. They reside throughout the eastern region of

North America where there is a temperate climate, where the growing season lasts for at least

five months of the year, which is when they do all their mating, playing and eating.

 

Student

Oh, I see. At first I wasn’t sure what growing season meant, just from the reading. But now I get

it. It’s the amount of time it takes for them to grow, right? So it would be five months?

 

Professor

Umm? Oh, uh… I’m sorry but no. It has nothing to do with that. It’s not about the time it takes

for Eastern marmots to grow. It’s when the food is available. That is when it’s not covered in

snow and there is no frost covering the grass and, umm, vegetative parts of a plant’s herbs and

the flowers the marmots like to eat. So growing season refers to the availability of the food they

eat, OK? So now how would you describe the Eastern marmots’ social habits?

 

Student

Well, they are really territorial, and loners, and just so aggressive even with other Eastern

marmots. And their mating ritual is just so impersonal.

 

Professor

Uh-ha? Now when they emerge in the spring from hibernation, the mating process begins. For

them, well, they come together to mate and then they go their separate ways. Then about six to

eight weeks after birth, the offspring leave their mothers.

 

Student

Really? Just six weeks? Is that possible for the offspring to make it on their own so young?

 

Professor

Well, it’s not as if they aren’t ready for the real world because they are. Remember, they mature

quickly and the weather’s nice. Also they live in open fields where there is lots of edible

vegetation. So roughly six weeks after birth, Eastern marmots are just old enough to take their

chances of surviving in the temperate environment. So how does this relate to their behavior?

 

Student

Oh, I get it. Since the climate’s not too bad, the Eastern marmots don’t have to rely on each

other too much and they really don’t need to stay together as a family to survive either.

 

Professor

Uh-ha. Any contrast, the Olympic marmots? What about them?

 

Student

Well, they live together as a family and take care of their young until they are at least two years

old. They’re really friendly with each other. And what I really like is that they even have greeting

ceremonies. And they are not at all aggressive and territorial like the Eastern marmots. So their

social behavior is so different from Eastern marmots because of the climate where they live?

That seems so bizarre.

 

Professor

Well, the Olympic marmots inhabit meadows high in the Olympic Mountains where the weather

conditions are much harsher. So there is a lot more wind and snow. The growing season only

lasts about two to three months. So in that much shorter period of time, all the Olympic

marmots, male and female, eat, play, work and nurture the young together. Because the climate

is so harsh, cooperation increases the survival rate of the Olympic marmots. They keep their

young at home until they are physically able to survive on their own. This could explain why the

social behavior of the Olympic marmots is so unlike that of the Eastern marmots.

 


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Apr 18

简单的就是最好的

最先前想到的依然是当时送给我的那句“The secret of being miserable is to have leisure to bother about whether you are happy or not”

把Air的Lion重装了,Defy也刷了CM9,最近有一种很强烈的感觉就是,简单的就是最好的。Mac在使用的时候就是简单和方便,IOS也是这样,没有复杂的删除替换修改乱七八糟。拿来就用,稳定,快速。

看上去很简单的道理,反而更普遍适用。想的东西太多,就不会快乐;选择太多,反而更加的忙让;要得到的越多,反而越什么都得不到。

出国升学和工作,选择了好久,纠结于这那,最后反而走了一条从来没准备的道路,却蛮开心,有点傻乎乎的开心,但是知道自己在做什么,有种悠闲的充实。我一直以为我会不顾一切地为了出国做出任何的牺牲,现在看看反而算是命运给我上了一堂大课。人生啊,总有许多想不到和准备不到,也只能怀揣着些许的不安,小步慢行。

跟糖糖在一起简单又开心,会被黏着,会被很贴心地照顾到,即便离得那么远依然能感受到另一边传来的那份关心挂念和爱。会熬夜等我起床,不时地一条短信,慢慢地适应彼此生活的节奏。开心地收到一份又一份的惊喜,谢谢你让我过得这么开心,真的辛苦了。

离开家已经13天,在这里瞎折腾忙来忙去,空闲之余看看书学习一下,感觉也好得很,或许又是一次新的考验,坚持坚持,总能熬过去。

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Feb 24

风行水上,涣

若不是在豆瓣FM在不经意间放了《火宵の月》,现在的我是万般也无法想起曾经有过这样一段时间,近似疯狂地迷恋着这样的一首曲子。

说是曲子也罢,说是记忆也好。细细流水般地琴声携着一抹地新月挂在天中,莲开,静而初绽,如诗般宁静。白驹过隙,曾经在嬉笑中擦肩而过的光阴在如今回首的时候缀上了记忆的斑点。衬着这样的音乐,轻轻地揭开一页脑海中记下的篇章,唏嘘人生。

前些日子跟张璐说起在海大一呆七年,以后还不知是否会在这里再呆多久。身在,心在,人生最青春的岁月都烙印在了这片不大的地方;心在,人不在,梧桐叶下的校区渐渐地有些冷清,即便是春末夏初时的樱花也未必再有当年的绚烂。后来他对我说,莫唏嘘。

这便是所谓的成长,慢慢放下一些原本你认为对你重要的事情。初生地肉芽硬生生地从身体里钻了出来,会疼,但却是成长。年复一年,日复一日,我们变了原先的模样,成了现在的自己。喜欢也好,不喜欢也着实没有任何办法,行走世间,总待为脆弱的肉体找一份坚强的灵魂。

这并非是因为又到了伤感的毕业季,而是心里总是放不下那份对朋友的牵挂与思念。即便我们像星星一样散在了世界的各个角落,即便曾经眼前身边的你们渐渐变成一个个头像与名字,却不曾因此变化什么。那些伴着我轻轻蜕去稚气与青璁的人,谢谢你们赠与我的成长。

轻叹,愁上眉心。我只是在这弦动音柔的曲中念起了遮不住挽不回的流光,我很好,也愿你们一切安好。

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Feb 04

成长是一个时辰一个时辰熬出来的

我不知道自己最终要去哪,还在一边晃悠一边张望,走一步停一下,摸摸这个碰碰那个,试图去感知、观察、理解这个世界。新鲜好奇着呢。但我确定,我只 会走自己想走的林荫道;我确定,我会像哈维尔说的那样,遵从自己的内心,活在真实里。所有的成长和伟大,“如同中药和老火汤,都是一个时辰一个时辰熬出来的。”

来自:常遠的日志

原文:成长是一个时辰一个时辰熬出来的http://blog.renren.com/blog/188752901/795930249

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上周在南京出差,深夜拖着疲惫去跟朋友见面,畅谈至凌晨两点。回到酒店已近三点,同屋的同事竟还未睡,点着根烟,对着65层下的旧都夜景发呆。他非健谈之人,光头,一副艺术家模样,气质有天然的冷漠,之前交往无非公事,更无多话。不知道怎么提到了当今青年人的心态和选择,竟就聊起来,再也收不住。

他18岁出来闯荡,没念过大学,今年38岁,是一本著名杂志的设计总监。如果这是一个老套的励志故事,我可能再无兴趣听下去。但他说,我不知道你们这代人是怎么想的,我反感几零后几零后的区分和标签,我跟很多自己的同龄人聊不来。人是靠价值相互认同的,而不是年龄。现在你们这代人看上去都挺急,房子、车子、票子,但就是你们同龄人,也不全是这么想的吧?

我点头。他继续道,其实,每一代人都有自己的苦闷,真的,都是这么过来的。两年前我才有了自己的房子,今年儿子两岁了。我觉得一切挺好。25岁时我在一家体制内单位工作,已有七八年工作经验,呆不下去了,要走。领导请我喝酒。他一口闷了一杯酒,跟我说,你还年轻,别想那么多,别着急,做该做的事。就这一句话,我受用至今。我年轻时爱玩、浮躁,总有各种诱惑扑过来。我就记着老领导这句话,其他都不想,就做自己的事,一晃眼就到现在了。

他继续道,你要说奋斗什么的,我从来没有,就是一步步来。房子、车子这些东西,说真的,只要你不傻不笨,踏实做该做的事,到时间都会有的,不可能没有。别去想它。别去管别人怎么做,相信自己的判断。守得住,慢慢来。

他说,守得住,慢慢来。

一个月前,我刚来,抱回家十几本往期杂志。匆匆翻完,绝望的陷进沙发里,给老师发短信:文章何时能写过四大主笔啊?差距不是一丁半点。他回,别急,你年轻。我说,我都24岁了,还看不到一点希望。他回,才24岁。我们最年轻的也30出头了,别急。

才24岁。他连说两次,别急。

李笑来在《把时间当作朋友》里写,我们总是对短期收益期望过高,却对长期收益期望过低。

他指英语,也说人生。

说来说去,还是急。

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有人说,你想成为什么样的人,就到那个人身边去。并不是每个人都有这样的幸运,但这句话或不只关乎职业生涯,也关乎生活智慧。人们容易放大眼前的痛苦或成就,跟年长却开明的前辈交流,他们一望便知你正经历怎样的阶段,现在绊倒你的,不过是一颗螺丝钉;你愁肠百转看不穿的,或许是他们也曾有过的迷茫。

在18岁-23岁那段时间,我很没出息的爱翻阅名人履历。每知晓一个佩服、羡慕嫉妒恨的人,便去搜寻他的经历——几岁硕士毕业?何时修完的博士?多大年龄开始在职业领域崭露头角?何时达到今日的成就?

年龄,年龄,年龄,那是一种对时间的焦虑。张爱玲一句“出名要趁早”,害了不知多少人。我反感成功学,因为显而易见,不是每个人努力都能成功,但我确信自己是幸运儿中的一个。我野心勃勃、精力充沛;我狂妄自大,对自己在外形和才华上的优势得意洋洋;我思考一切严肃的话题,阅读跟这个世界奥秘有关的书籍,向着古往今来浩瀚的文明致敬;我期待人们在出版物上阅读我的文字,在媒体上谈论我的名字;我向往声名、金钱、漂亮姑娘的长发,我反复阅读许知远《那些忧伤的年轻人》,为另一个同样骄傲的灵魂而心潮澎湃。

可我才20岁。

所有的名人书籍、讲座都告诉我,一个人要知道自己想要什么,才能做成事情。时至今日,无数同龄人的文章、微博里,在大受追捧的出版物里,还充斥着类似观点,甚至已成为带有反成功学意味、带有天然“正确性”的话语,大受“有独立思考能力”的思想青年认同。

但是,你问一个刚刚告别机械枯燥的高中生活,对世界和生活的认识刚起步的年轻人,他想要什么?他想要优异的成绩、同学间的声望、漂亮的女朋友,他还想要毕业后找到令人称羡的工作,尽快赚钱、成名、成功。

有人会问,这有问题吗?诚然,这也是“我想要什么”,但却只是模式化的流水生产线,试图把所有年轻人都打磨成一样的面孔。“想要什么”不应只关乎俗世的职业、功名,它应该切合更深层次的命题、人本身的挣扎和探索,即——我是谁?

你是谁?想拿遍大学里所有的奖学金,想过上物质丰裕的生活,想获得一个高薪的职位,想在北京四环内拥有一套自己的房子……Noooo……你是谁?

为什么那个愿意在一切可能的物体上涂涂画画的家伙,去做了一名公司职员,只因大家都说,自由画家的生活没有稳定保障?

为什么那个立志“铁肩担道义,妙手著文章”的姑娘,进入了国企,只因父母苦口婆心的劝,记者收入不如国企高?

你是谁?我是说,剥离掉一切外界赋予你的定位和枷锁,隔离开所有父母长辈试图左右你、干涉你的声音,忘掉全部大众传媒、明星名流以及出版物曾经输出给你的价值判断,你又是谁?你躯壳之内那个砰砰乱跳、嗡嗡作响的他、她、它,是谁?

世事多舛,你来何干?

20岁出头的年纪,不知道自己想要什么,不仅不是灾难,反而可能是一件幸事。

但你一定朦胧知道自己是谁,对什么事感兴趣吧?如果连这都不知道,就真的是灾难了。

知道对什么事感兴趣,就一点点做起来吧。无论多少声音试图扭转你,说你热爱、着迷的这件事情,没钱途、没前途、没发展、没出息,都请悠悠的对他(她)说:Fuckoff,thisismyownlife.

不为什么,因为热爱。千金难买热爱。

我曾把几年来写过的一些文章发给丹青老师看。他很高兴,回信说,文辞再沉静一些就更好了,但就这么慢慢写起来吧。他没有说,你要在笔头功夫上多努力,他日成为著名的记者、作家。我懂他的意思:你喜欢这件事,就慢慢做吧。

去哪里,不重要。

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朋友问我,以后想做一个出色的记者吗?我说,不知道。他诧异,你不是混传媒圈吗?我亦诧异,为什么要在20岁出头的年纪给自己的人生下一个定义呢?定义即枷锁,即画地为牢。难道这个年纪,不应该是尽一切可能伸展自己的触角,去触摸不同的、多元的事物,感知并观察丰富、蕴藏无限可能性的世界么?

下了定义,即关上了可能性的大门。你怎知日后不会遇到更令自己好奇、亢奋的事情?你才20多岁,20多岁,20多岁。我为什么不能去做职业旅行家?为什么不能去做NGO?为什么不能在码了几年字后,突然迷上了摄影?为什么不?

阅读名人传记,好处是能藉由他者在人生关键时刻的抉择,参照自己的生活;而负面效果却可能更致命——“从小立志做一名……”。

若你回头梳理自己的人生履历,花些心思,会看到一条似乎清晰的轨迹和路线,进而“恍然大悟”:我正是循着这样的路一步步走来的,原来我从一开始就是想要成为这样的人啊。如果你写过申请学校的PS,可能有类似体验。但,这或许是欺骗性极强的“假象”——回望过去履历难免会总结、归类,拎出一条主线来并不困难。很可能,你从一开始并不是想成为这样的人,甚至并不知道自己要走怎样的路,只是迷迷糊糊的,循着兴趣走过来了。

是的,是兴趣,而不是规划——“从小立志做一名……”。

若日后我莫名其妙成了一名电游玩家,我在个人传记里也可以深情回顾“我从小就立志做一名职业电子游戏玩家”,因为我4岁开始玩电子游戏,至今仍不辍,算得上发烧友。

莫忘了,冯唐年轻时是个诗人、文艺青年,后来修了妇科博士,再后来做了咨询公司,现在又做了实业。

莫忘了,老罗直到27岁之前,还认为自己终生跟“老师”和“英语”这两个词绝缘。

我一直对“规划”二字持有戒备,所谓职业规划、人生规划,忽悠者众。

人生是靠感知的,如何规划呢?职业生涯是靠机遇和摸索的,如何设计呢?

而规划如何成功,更是无稽之谈。丹青老师28岁登上去美国的飞机时,如何规划自己此生要成为对公共领域发言的学者名流呢?他只是喜欢画画,就画,一笔笔的画;秦晖老师15岁下乡插队时,认为自己这辈子就待农村了,如何“立志成为中国思想界的标杆”呢?他只是喜欢阅读,就读,一本本的读。

如果我四五十岁时有机会受邀到年轻人中去开个讲座,一定要叫做“我的人生无规划”;如果我混得灰头土脸,在世俗意义上是个无人问津的卢瑟呢?那我就跟自己的孙子吹吹牛逼讲讲“无规划之人生”中好玩儿的故事呗。

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如果你时常参加中国大陆的思想人文类沙龙,哦不,或就是普遍的名人讲座。在提问环节你几乎很难错过一个问题,“XX老师您好,请问您对当代年轻人有什么看法和建议?”

据一些讲演者众口一词抱怨,这几乎是最令他们反感、厌倦的问题。或许连提问者自己都很难意识到,这个愚蠢的问题潜藏着一个不易察觉的心理成因:请告诉我们如何才能像您一样成功、出人头地。

不然呢?如某位学者所言,一个年轻人恳请一个老东西教自己如何面对新鲜世界。荒唐吗?丹青老师说,爱干嘛就去干嘛,关我什么事?你们好不容易生在一个可以自由选择的时代,却还想让别人指导你该怎么活。

当真连自己喜欢做什么,该如何活都不知道么?想赢怕输罢了。该做些什么、走什么样的路,难道不是循着内心的声音一步步摸索、试错出来的吗?走岔了,就退回来;走得急,就缓一些。时不时停下来想想,望一望,琢磨琢磨,再继续走。

怎么可能不摔跟头呢?怎么可能诸事顺利呢?怎么可能有条一马平川叫做“成功”的路供你走呢?不多试错几个怎知自己跟什么样的人处得来呢?同理,不多尝试一些怎知自己喜欢什么不适合什么呢?

正如丹青老师给贾樟柯的书写序,“我们都得一步一步救自己,我靠的是一笔一笔地画画,贾樟柯靠的是一寸一寸的胶片。”

青年人的选择就如整个国家急功近利的写照,“先污染后治理”,先成功后成长,先找工作再找兴趣,先出人头地再寻找自我。某位职场中的朋友抱怨,自己在工作岗位上迷失了困惑了。不知自己到底适合这份工作吗?

我问,你到底喜欢做什么?他嚅喏半天,说不上来。

有的明确表示,我不喜欢自己的工作。那么我该去报个拉丁舞班吗,去报个吉他班吗?

从事并非自己志趣的职业问题并不大,业余时间发展偏好就是了。但我后来才醒悟,比“不能从事自己喜欢做的事”灾难性一百倍的,是压根“不知道自己喜欢做什么”。

黄律曾有条状态写道,“现在想想中国父母从小到大灌输的要一直读读读抓紧把书读完最好读到博士然后去工作实在是害死人,这样看起来是沉得下去的表现,其实越到后面就读得越浮躁。美国人这儿gap一年那儿gap一年,反倒更容易找到属于自己的生活。生活本来就是个沉淀的过程,急匆匆地往学位阶梯上爬干什么!”

这让我想起听来的一个故事。一个澳大利亚人,大学毕业后在半岛电视台做了三年记者,游历了欧洲,后跑去念了一个哲学一个经济学的硕士学位,又到非洲做了两年义工,等他跟我一个师姐成为名叫“人权”的硕士项目同学时,已经33岁了。我不解,他读完硕士为什么不继续读博士呢?“他在生活中发现一个新的兴趣点才跑来念一两年书,但这些兴趣的程度都没到博士那么深入,而博士研究的方向很可能是一生的志业”,师姐道。那他毕业后都35岁了,做什么呢?“他似乎还没确定”。

这似乎是一个不靠谱的反面典型。正如一些老同学对我的印象。他们一边说,羡慕你丰富多彩的生活,听完我近期打算又同情的啧啧叹道,那你留学回来都多大了?27岁还读PHD吗?不知道。那你何时结婚?谁知道呢,30岁?也说不定念书的时候就闪婚了。你也太不靠谱了吧,我都副科了…………那你留学回来能找一个多牛逼的工作?我说,出国未必是为了找到更好的工作,目前想从事的职业不出国留学也能做的。啊?那出国意义何在?

个人阅历、视野和自我完善。看看更大的世界,在自己身上发现更多的可能性。

这话我终究没说出口。

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有没有想过,自己这辈子终究只是个平庸的小人物,所有的梦想都没能实现?

这是网络流传很广的一篇帖子。

我在南墙群里问大家。马老师说,不会的,说实话大家都是了不起的人,按照自己节奏一步步来,不会差的。

亦有友人问我。如果你终究只是个平庸的人,那些牛逼的梦想都没实现,世界也没改变丝毫,会快乐吗?

我问,温饱不愁吗?他说,那肯定,没这么惨啦。只是说,蛮普通的,可能只是一枚平平的记者编辑,在单位无甚出彩之处,月薪最高也就一万上下,交房供,养儿育女,开辆普通车。不痛苦,但也没什么光彩,的生活。

娶的老婆赞吗?还不错。

家里空间是否足够让我挂幕布开投影仪踢实况?可以。

还喜欢足球,喜欢阅读,喜欢年轻时喜欢的一切东西?是的。

时而三五好友,烤串啤酒,把酒言欢;时而周六周日,球场相见?是的。

快乐。

他看着我的眼睛。快乐。我点点头。

不久前去东北旅行,路途感触最深的莫过于导游、乘务员、售货员的差别。你会轻易的发现,性格将人与人彻底区别开来。

我们遇到过热情健谈、跟大家打成一片的导游,也遇到过黑着脸像客人欠她钱一样,没问两句就不耐烦的导游;遇到过如一切常见的公务人员般恶狠狠的乘务员,也遇到过穿着制服坐车厢里跟乘客扯淡逗乐的乘务员。

如果你是一名普通的导游、乘务员,你会如何对待你的客人?考虑到这是日后再也不会打交道的“一锤子买卖”,何况也很少有人真正有闲心去投诉你恶劣的服务态度。

考虑到,你完美的服务态度很可能无法给你带来任何实质性的好处,除了客人的一声感谢,一张笑脸。所在单位无法注意到你的“优良表现”,你表现好不会被升迁,表现差也很难被辞退——在中国,那个对客人态度恶劣屡遭投诉的可能反而讨领导喜欢,比你升迁更快。你懂的。

总而言之,你的服务态度无法对你的现实生活带来任何可见的好处,你此生都会是一名普通的导游、乘务员、售货员。你会如何做?

是的,或许你终生都只是一个平庸的人,但态度依然会带来生活质量的云泥之别。你热爱生活和工作,真诚的感知、理解、善待他人,或许未曾给你的生活带来任何有形的回报和改观,却软化了你与内心、世界的边界。你不断接收到来自他者的正面回馈(感谢、笑脸、善意),再不断释放出正面能量,形成良性循环。

我很长一段时间都会记得那个导游、那名乘务员、那名售货员的热情、爽朗和笑脸。想起来都是暖意。

他们或许此生都是导游、乘务员、售货员,也很难有何升迁,但从他们的工作态度里,我读出了真正的快乐。

做一件喜欢的事难道不是做这件事最好的回报吗?正如写作是写作的回报,画画是画画的酬劳。

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我曾经很喜欢一个朋友的签名档,“成为更好的人”。

这句不疾不徐却又溢满坚定的话,曾无数次给我力量。

如今,我却感觉这句话充斥着“更高、更快、更强”的进步论腔调,在铺天盖地的励志话语中,我偏偏爱上了“毁志”。我更喜欢用“感知”这个词。或许我们并不能创造生活、规划人生,或许,体味、经历、感知、理解,这才是成长的密匙?

成为更好的人?如果今天陪母亲坐在太阳下聊了一下午天,漫无目的的,童年、成长、家庭琐事,有没有成为更好的人?如果今天没有读维特根斯坦的传记,没有跟近韩寒最新的博客,没有刷新微博,只是给自己做了一顿可口的饭菜,躺在恋人的臂弯里发呆,算不算荒废生命?

这一代中国年轻人可能面临着某种吊诡的自我矛盾,一方面,我们是前所未有早衰的一代,“十八岁开始苍老”,二十岁开始怀旧,尽管仍在青春,“你爱谈天我爱笑”的时光竟成了一代人的集体乡愁;另一方面,我们拼命的想要向前奔跑,想要稳定、无虑的生活,想要拥抱住某种确定感,焦虑着,想要立即像三四十岁的人那样,车房不缺,事业成功。

你,你,你,

真的享受年轻吗?为何你一边怀旧一边还在努力奔跑?

你,你,你。

真的热爱冒险和漂泊吗?为什么将理想纳给稳定和房产证做投名状?

你,你,你,

真的珍惜可能性吗?为何我看到你宁肯早衰也要拥抱“生活的终结”?

生活更美好的可能性,难道不在于这缓缓经历的一步步、默默感知的一天天,而在于未来的宏大勾画?

结婚的,添子的,升副科级的,做小经理的,博士毕业的,买房买车的,走得好快。我曾经焦虑过,后来发现,那不是我的节奏。我是慢吞吞的一头牛。如果方向错了,就会兜大圈子,如果方向对了,就不怕慢。

一步步,一寸寸,一点点,一天天,慢慢来。

我不知道自己最终要去哪,还在一边晃悠一边张望,走一步停一下,摸摸这个碰碰那个,试图去感知、观察、理解这个世界。新鲜好奇着呢。但我确定,我只会走自己想走的林荫道;我确定,我会像哈维尔说的那样,遵从自己的内心,活在真实里。

2011年可能是有生以来最不顺利的一年,屡遭挫败,计划搁浅。回头望望它,再踮起脚尖往2012年瞅一瞅,我还是想慢吞吞的说,我们都要死很久,活那么急干嘛,慢慢来。

所有的成长和伟大,“如同中药和老火汤,都是一个时辰一个时辰熬出来的。”

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Jan 06

穿新鞋,走老路

从小的时候家里就整天说,小孩子不要总是穿新鞋,走老路。
现在新的一年到了,其实生活还是那个样子,繁琐、臃肿的生活,无趣无味。实验做得很是不顺利,外面看来这么光鲜的地方,只有进入到里面,才知道原来真的效率好低。10月因为赶着回青岛而放弃了在宁波大学/海洋与渔业研究院做后期分析的机会回青岛跟满实验室的人挣仪器抢药品,仪器坏了就只能等着修,腐朽不堪的地方,到处散发着一股股的恶臭。

乐乐教给我多少次的急事缓做,永远学不会。 自己急着回来,实验一拖过了一年,杨小姐的六字箴言,自作孽,不可活。

班长换届的事情一拖再拖,大老板找我面谈了多次,很久。我始终没有搞明白大老板的意思,这到底是要讲个啥啊⋯⋯这尿性不是让我今年还接着干吧我勒个去,老子不要读硕士后啊⋯⋯

文章还在写,似乎有了点感觉,剩下的指标不行就去中科院做好了,在这怕是真的耗不起。

前几天行为艺术一般地把之前朋友写给我的信翻出来看了看,顿时又像被打兴奋剂似的有了向前的动力。25岁过去,最骄傲和开心的,就总有那么几个特别好的朋友,在我难过、难熬的时候给我打打气儿。说得俗点就是那句“没有你们就没有我的今天”,不是很喜欢说这些,但那几个人,想起来就会很美好。

所以也不是每一双新鞋都要走新的路,跌跌撞撞也没什么,总之能继续向前就好了。挺怕失败的,但又明白自己没什么可担心失去的。该失去的都已失去,留下的,要装到兜里伴我一路前行才好。

至少我的2012,看到的是希望而不是绝望。

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Jan 02

半年前收到的鼓励信

貌似人人都是这样的,我刚开始工作的时候,每天全是小事。也曾经很纠结、迷茫。但我发现是个人几乎都精力过这种情况。而且生活远远不像自己想的这么简单。现在其实依然是做着小事情,拿着很少的钱,但却感觉好了不少,是心态变了。

以前总觉得既然上了这条道,又不合心意。但是再做什么都完了,可是现在才意识到每一个人都有至少这么几年的青春是用来尝试和选择今后的人生的。所以我给自己两年时间,慢慢地考虑自己想要什么,在这儿的精力能帮助你的心态成长,能帮助你为自己找到一条义无反顾走下去的道路的

无论在哪里,做着什么,有时候是上天的指引,只要精力,对于整个人生来讲,总有好处的。因为人生太长了,眼前的痛苦真的不一定是痛苦,当然眼前的幸福也不一定是幸福。

所以你就再塌下身待一段时间,有时候大脑和心自己会想明白一些事情

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Dec 10

仿佛若有光


昨晚晚上蹲坐在家里的小床上抱着电脑写东西上网跟老米聊天,老米说我跟他一样,前途是光明的,道路是曲折的。于是年底忐忑不安的小慌乱便有了一丝的慰藉。
这混乱的社会,忙乱的年底,周边的一切变得恍惚又迷离,虽然铭记于心的那句话“一切出现在生命中的人与事物都有它出现的意义“,但至于现在这样的情况我真的是没搞懂,实在是过于抽象。
实验室两年一次的俱乐部聚会这个月中旬开始,贯彻以往大吃三天的精神开始准备。作为实验室学生负责人,我就变成了苦逼组织者。是的是的,要陪着小老板看场地,一看就看到即墨温泉镇去了;要和小老板去谈赞助公司的相关事宜,谈着谈着我就成联络人了;纪念品要印刷制版PS谁会啊!一手指向我⋯⋯;大老板群发一句话晚会事宜就由我牵头组织了;同时要进行实验分析,一个氨基酸前处理做了将近20多天时间长得跟便秘一样急的我直上火,蛋白仪坏了脂肪仪不好,乙醚定了两个月了愣没到,称不准管不够架没有,我去趟宁波回来这地方怎么就成了这么一副尿性;所以,要提,不提就是失职,提了,这活就是你的。
要不断地跟周围的同学沟通,这活分你了,你去吧;那活还容易些,你做;来来来,做这个⋯⋯
要不断地跟师兄师姐请教,做折线模型分析,SPSS数据分析,制表制图,强装出一副科学家的样子。可是这些好无聊啊,只是在分析出结果的时候才能有一点点成就感让我感受到点什么,好吧,豆瓣音乐台古典频道,一二三走你!
Toefl新考位出来了,跟志群一起抢考位,结果这货没充钱,你来干嘛的啊喂!敢把我扔2月你就去死吧⋯⋯顺带说下王院长也要重考,可是重考是因为当时的115分过期了,王院长你是来释放压力的么。话说忙成狗样子,怎么去复习真的要好好计划计划。
总觉得这种摸着石头过河的日子会快些过去,踉踉跄跄地小跑也会有结束的时候不是么。一切都会好起来的,一切美好的东西,都值得等待。

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Nov 23

实验好麻烦啊

做实验快做疯了……
氨基酸还有各种代谢指标要检测,各种仪器没有,各种设备没有……还要去找青霉素小瓶儿??赶紧给各位大夫护士什么的打电话求救。
饲料的常规指标让小正正和小果帮我测了,阿西吧阿正还是不会啊!!混蛋!抽~
一过十一点半我的精神状态就开始游离了……飘来飘去的……还是赶紧睡觉的好。
“读完博士就是科学家了吧”Tang问我,好尴尬的问题,我怎么就奔着科学家去了呢。奇怪的人生啊。

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